Half term had come around much too quickly and I just wasn't ready. Every teacher in every lesson seemed relaxed 'Oh you won't have to worry about that until after half term' 'Relax we won't start working on that until after half term'. Well guess what, within a few days it would be after half term, and I didn't want to think of the workload that awaited me. Controlled assessments after controlled assessments, mock exams, coursework, you name it, this was when all the work would pile up. The organised person that I was, I had obviously done nothing over the break. Half term, to me, meant hibernation: lock myself in my room, doing nothing but sleep, eat, and watch youtube. I just couldn't get myself to focus, ironic considering a few weeks ago I took pride in how well I had been doing at home in terms of homework and revision, hours and hours of prep for my history CA. And it had paid off, but now? No hope. I had literally spent a handful of hours just lying on my floor with a blank expression that masked my face. Productive I know. So, how could I redeem myself? Obviously the answer was to rant about my problems on a blog read by only me, rather than actually doing any work. I was just so clever you know. Anyway, as I sat there, talking to my friend (and by talking I mean listening to her randomly shoat comments as she read something she shouldn't) I felt guilt plaguing me for my future self because she, my friend, was in deep and utter shit.
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